Ya know... I don't wanna come off as a rude prick or anything.
But if you have to go to the forums specifically to complain about being KoS'ed. You're doing something wrong.
Survival of the fittest. If you really did serve in your military as you claim then that should be easy to understand.
Maybe there wasn't anything you could do in this situation to be in the perfect control. I don't know, I wasn't there. Regardless, you got outplayed accept that. Just use the experience to learn from it.
I'm not the type of cat you can afford to miss if you shoot me, curse the heavens and laugh when the sky electrocutes me